Thank you for your comment here … I have tried to derive some understanding on your comment on the Spiritual Quest Blog. I apologize I am having a difficult time trying to decipher your message to reply.
I do see you have suffered; and I am encouraged you’ve learned through that suffering. You reference parents blaming you. As I trust you know that blame in any form undermines your own power. I’m sure your parents had their own suffering perhaps even worse than your own? 
Events happen in life and there is always stronger vs weaker. Be it power, physical strength, emotional superiority or spiritual manipulation. The results of these interactions are experienced and realized by both parties.  The take away from the experience is the only thing we can control. 
When we blame we give up control and suffering continues. I am encouraged to see you have taken responsibility for yourself to make things better and that’s good. Your kindness and forgiveness of yourself and of others through every negative experience will bring you rewards even in this life. 
Thank you so much for sharing and may the happiness in sharing love remain your most prominent condition. ~ Peace my friend.

No one ever leaves “God” .. “God” is life and complete … spiritual writings contain some truth, all words ever penned on the subject will never contain all truth. We are all lost, blind, immature and weak to that which we have yet to attain, keep on looking further down the path on whatever road you are walking and keep loving those who walk a different path or those who walk at a different pace. ~ Peace

I like what you say, Seeker:

“I think every person who takes the time to write down their observations on spiritual matters is an inspired writing”

To return to God would mean remaining in that inspired place (the Sourse of all inspired writings + Scriptures), without even needing to write down what you realize, see + experience there.

Iv been a spiritual bibliolotrist (I worshipped books) for years and its kind of like a ball + chain, been inspirational sometimes, but more of a curse. “The letter of the (spiritual) law kills, while the Spirit gives life.” -Jesus. I’m about as sure as can be that this is what he meant.

The written word + religion is for the lost, blind, immature and weak of faith, the “fallen”, similar to how kindergarten is for small kids. When we grow up we can be free of that + be with God directly. When I read something that enlivens, excites + inspires me its only because I knew the truth, that I had just read, all along! This is all my theory, I have yet to really let go, myself; I’m still a knowledge addict. I think I need to move on to rather become a full time prayer + meditation addict.
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Thank you Antonia … I agree with your comment. My approach today to this topic, is that every human being has life energy (God, source, love, spirit, etc.) flowing through them and all are searching to one degree or another. I think every person who takes the time to write down their observations on spiritual matters is an inspired writing. If we only rely on observations made thousands of years ago I think we do ourselves a disservice in our own spiritual development. ~ Peace

Additionally you wrote, “Certainly it seems euphoric your writings and if all mankind thought in this manner it would be truly uncertain the outcome.” … What specifically in these posts need to be changed to meet the Love criteria? So that together we can change uncertainty to certainty, a genuine Love outcome?