Easter has passed and another month on your personal journey regarding your son. I trust your finding some solace in your search. I hope you continue to dig and find answers that fulfill your own soul. You should expect contrasting and conflicting answers in your search. My advice is to embrace all points of view as valid, then figure out the space between them and how to connect the concepts beyond a one word answer or a one paragraph one. The best most truthful answer you will find it difficult to explain with words, you will however feel the answers within as faith to satisfy your heart and inner most soul. Most people cling to a belief and that will always be challenged and contradicted, but a belief is different than faith. Faith is within you and bigger than your thinking and reasoning, you’ll find your spiritual answers there. ~ Peace to you Rob.

I am so sorry for your loss. I am pleased you were led here in your search for answers. Your search and journey is always a private experience, while others may be able to flash light in a specific direction your truth answers are always unique. If I can offer insight on an answer you seek I’d be happy to do so. ~ Peace to you Rob.